Fluctuation

This is my weight chart starting from when I was trying to lose weight before I got pregnant with Charlie until now.  Now the cat's out of the bag about how much I actually weigh, but I wanted to show how my weight flucuates.  It obviously went up when I got pregnant, but I find it interesting that it's so up and down day to day.  And even though the "up" days are frustrating, I need to remember that there is a downward trend overall.  I am 217.8 as of this morning.  I think the smallest I was in my adult life was 190 on my mission.  Since I'm only 5'7", I think there is a lot more I can lose (plus I had unneccesary curves then, too).  I'm only, what? 28 pounds away from being the smallest I've ever been in my adult life.  I really don't want to weigh over 200 anymore.  It's ridiculous. 

I've really been struggling lately with wanting to eat sweets.  I've had a cookie, some yogurt, pancakes, etc this week and it seems like I just want more and more.  I think I've got some leftover pregnancy cravings.  Haha.